| Never thought it was hard but i guess it is, considering how i hate it here.
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| DRAT. goD. bLAH!.
oH, a thousand ways to say no that im pissed is such a good way to vent.
School is running a thousand miles per hour. Well correction on that, My classroom is doing so.
I am seriously dreading, make that hating mst of their company right now. I always looked forward to doing other stuff, but once i enter our classroom in the morning, my happiness measure drops from about 60% at a time.
I know what you're thinking, Ive been with them for over three years in my half hell-bent High School Life, I should be ever so happy and comfy right now. Talk about irony in my life. I dunno what's wrong but i think i may have an excellent idea. And knowing xanga, only 2 to three pairs of eyes will ever get to relate upon this. Good thing none of them are active right here. Nyahaha.
There is this one particular person whom i have trusted upon, turns out it hates me. That it seems to me that he was just making "tiis" of all the stuff I'd been relating to it.
If i had been such a parasite, we-ell tell me straight away, your mind games are such a big game to make me feel down . I think my classmates are catching on. But hell with them. So sorting me out is the best way. Well at least that's what i feel, id tried to be friendly but no one will let me in. HAH! its not my fault i grew up in a different environment and im not as shallow as everybody else. I guess i think more deeply than other people.
That's why sometimes i regret not joining my other friends and chose to remain here. I guess its too late to get homeschooled, in one year ill be graduating from here naman. Dearohdear.
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| Somehow, My life got back to its original time. And il be good nao. Even if it kills me
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| .....
You know a lot about what happens to me
You can tell if, I say a lie just like that
But i know nothing 'bout you baybee
I guess you already found out that
A smile on my lips say hello
a laugh, a strum of the song, the shine of my day is happiness
But can you see
what you mean to me
It's you, you and me...
I get caught up on you
And i Know you wouldn't give a damn
If i told you that i care
Maybe more than my share
I can never uncover your words
You leave me in delusions
I dont say what i gotta say
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